the one with the results

ok. i am here to air my views once again. results. does it means the world to you? or to the society? i just feel very very unfair about the examination system. papers and papers to decide your standard and maybe even your career in the future. just a few points difference will determine your honours and also whether companies come looking for you or you try desperately to look for a decent job. there are those exceptionally good people whom i won't comment on cos they are really good and there's no denial. but i am talking about the main bulk of the average-class people with not so good and not so bad results that are hanging in the middle. it's those minute differences in grades that will cause the difference in overall results. i really feared the thought of not being able to get into the specialization that i want. and it make it worse by the thought that if rejected, it's because i didn't make the cut off due to the minute differences.

just feel really unfair in the differences in paper standard for different batches of people. do employers know that your results weren't as good as the others because the standard was different? people only looked at the surface of things i guess. i would want to say that results doesn't matter at all but character, personality, attitude, capability etc is what really matters. but i really don't know either.

you will always find yourself comparing to others when you get back your results, just to gauge your standard. but 人比人气死人。and what's important is you have exceed your own expectations and did put in effort to get the results you want. i am reasonably ok with my results with the standard of the papers that i get this semester. but i am really not happy with the other standard of papers that the other group is getting. not their fault but just not happy with their As all flying around.