the one with the everything

finally, exams are over. but results aren't out yet. i have no confidence for the papers. i guess it might be worse than last sem. ironically, i think i put in more effort this sem. after this exams, i seemed to have a different attitude towards them. i believe some people would say that degrees are important. results are important while others would say that it isn't or sth like that. i just think that exams are super unfair. but i gotta take it. there were some puzzling things that i realised during the schooling year. is it fair that 2 different batches of biz students interchanging subjs at the turn of semester having 2 different kind of textbooks, lecturers and even different approaches to the subject? i seriously do not think so. yes i feel damn unfair that the subjects for the other batch was so much easier than mine and ours were so much harder than theirs. difficulty aside, why the use of different textbooks with just a turn of a 2 month holiday? teaching different stuff is not fair at all for both batches. i just feel that it is a tactic to make us waste money to buy those textbooks written by lecturers. i think if you really wanna change the approach, change it at the onset of a new batch of students, not like now.

people say singaporeans are not courteous. some were criticised for pretending to be sleeping, reading, using handphones etc to avoid giving up seats to elderly in trains or buses. i don't think so. maybe i haven encounter such people. whenever elderly or pregnant women needed seats, many would response to the extent that they would be spoilt for choices. we are still a gracious society. but one thing happened to me today. i was at work moving some stuff and had to take a lift. i obviously needed help with some one pressing the button before i can do that. one foreign national was in the same lift as me, but he simply just walked out without lending a hand. so damn inconsiderate. i really hate this kind of people, making me believe that those inconsiderate people are mostly this expats from this country that i wun mention. i really don't like them at all.

elections are just over. same thing over and over. my first time voting but doesn't seem to have an impact for me at all. real issues weren't properly discussed and minor issues with the character and personality of certain people were exaggerated. i don't live in hdb. i was just wondering what can the govt do for my area development. incentives would only be given after either are elected. if not, none is given. trying to bribe us with all this things? i dun think so. do they really have meet the people sessions and door to door visit? come try knocking at my door and my vote will sure be given to you.

i am moving out of hall for the holidays. going to move back when school reopens. make me think of the times when i had to keep changing camps, getting to know new people and adapting to new environment. i was kinda sad or weird to see people moving out and leaving hall. i guess i have to adapt again. as what my instructor told me once. something about having to adapt wherever i go. it's true. applies to all levels.

do unto others as would others do unto you. always true.