the one with the running?

went for a run just now. but don't know whether i consider this to be a run. first time in history that i actually stop and pause, walk for a while, then to my own surprise i turn around and walk back. really don't know what it signifies.

is being punctual a virtue? if it is, then do i have to change to accomodate others just because they like to dilly dally and just let precious time fly by? if u consider that a virtue, i got nothing to say. to me, it's a terrible habit. since it is a habit, i will not accomodate with it and let it affect my own set of principles.

saw zhongmin's msn msg:"must we always give in to people? but do people actually appreciate what you did for them or that they take you for granted?" . no you don't have to always give in to poeple. it's a give and take situation to me. i guess for me, maybe i am lamenting or just feeling pitiful for myself. but i have been taken for granted too many times and i dunno whether people appreciate the effort. if they do, how to they express themselves? i really don't know either. i don't blame them. it's the situation that we have to face and overcome whenever in our lives. give and take.