the one with i have a dream

i have a dream. a dream where my whole family can live together. my parents, my grandma, and my brothers with their family... all living in an estate. i've seen this on tv and i thought it would be so nice that we could all live under one roof. but last time, it was impossible to me. cos i know that i could never had so much money in my life to even afford such a lifestyle. but there are oppotunities out there now. it is doable. it is feasible that such dream are not just a dream anymore. it can be a reality given the right chances, the right opportunities. and of course, hard work. i heard from a person with this being his life motto: i don't want to make money a problem in anything i do in the future. it may sounds that he is super money minded. but i guess he also have a dream. something that he dream of in the future. that's why he is working so hard. from then on, i wanted the same thing. i don't want money to restrict what i wanna do. but i do know that i have to work doubly hard for it. and it often comes with a price.

let me rough it out a few years before i see where my future holds. i know i can't be just an ordinary worker who wakes up in the morning and go to work like a robot. i want to be in control. but nobody knows where the future go. and i don't want to dictate my life now. hopefully, i can find my calling.

ps: it's been months since i blogged. damn...