the one with the running

running seems to be another avenue where i can hide and clear my thoughts. it feels good to go faster and faster each day. though i am regaining back my fitness, it's too far away for me to regain back what i used to have in year 1. it was amazing. but i guess, in year 1, i ran more to clear and sort out my thoughts. as time passed, i felt happier and think of things less, resulting in less runs around the school. now i am back at it and i wonder why. really felt great to run against the wind, to let go of stuff and simply run with one aim in mind: the finish line.

i dunno if i should feel this way. i appreciate others. but do others appreciate too?

some things are better left unsaid