the one with feelings

i just want to be happy. have more control in my feelings. just feel abit tough to let out my feelings. i noe there is no point feeling pissed, feeling frustrated or whatever. i noe i dun benefit from anything like this. but it can be quite hard sometime. i guess it is just a test again. i should try again to see things in a different light. think i should watch the secret once again.

sometimes, i wish for an avenue where there is no consequences for the things that i want to let out.

i believe there is a limit to everything.

punching bag.