the one with the new beginning

i realised what i have been searching for all my life. i was tempted to change my religion in an attempt to find aim in life and to have meaning. now i realise that this is just another avenue of comfort that i sought when i am feeling down. it is self fulfillment i am looking for. when i feel sad or unhappy, i am just looking for avenues of comfort to release the tension. after watching this video titled 'the secret', it has opened up my mind and perception on things. the law of attraction basically means you attract good and bad things according to how u feel. your feelings dictate what kind of life and things you attract. i don't know how to explain this but do watch it at http://www.universallawstoday.com/secret.html to learn more about it. it has certainly made an impact in my life.

i shall try to take things in my stride and go for what i really want. no point being angry and sad for whatever reasons because no one pays me to be sad or angry. just try to feel good in everything that i do and i will attract good things that will come in my stride. learn to feel good to accomplish what i really want in life. and i do know what i want now and i am visualizing the image in my head now and then. learning from a new perspective. i am do hope i will carry on this optimism all the way.

met my army officer in school when i was on my way back home. surprisingly he still remembers me and we chatted amicably for a while. it is this kind of poeple that i would like to meet in my life. they appreciate what you had done for them last time and are sincere towards you. they are the ones who are successful in life and well liked by people. i look up to this kind of people. and hope to meet more of this calibre in the future.

sudden reminisce of the past again.