the one with my bro's wedding

yest was one heck of a day. i shall not go through the whole procedures of the wedding itself as it is always the same. i really felt very happy for my bro and his wife. although i do not really know his wife that well, i knew that their love for each other is unmatched by others. it is the common goals that they both wanted and the interests that they shared that have brought this lovely couple together. the things my bro said at the altar, really made my whole family teared. and i did tried to hold my back tears, but seeing my 2nd bro tearing as well, i couldn't help but let my emotions take control. we have been brothers for so long and now he is going to start living on his own. although there are times when i detest his presence, i know i am going to miss that sorely for the years to come. i will learn to cherish all around me.

i have expected this year to be filled with many changes. this is the first one that i have to adapt to. and shortly after, i have my house moving to worry about, my career to look for, and my 2nd bro's wedding. i will never forget what my platoon commander(Gan Eng Seng) in OCS mentioned before. i will have to learn to adapt quickly you never know situations will change. it is these words that have brought me through at least 5 changes in courses during my army days. there is really nothing much i can do now but to adapt quickly.

a thought crossed my mind during the church ceremony. been trying to find meaning and direction in life. wonder if i should or not. i believed that it is the music that captivates me. and the preaching that is so pure.