the one with the lookback

past few days, i've been thinking of the days i had in army. i realised, those were really the days. those were the days where i can say i climb up mount biang, those were the days when i said those words "firers, own time own target carry on", those were the days when my fitness was at its peak, those were the days where i was punished with 4 extras, those were the days where i really grew as a man. i can see myself like my uncle, after so many years down the road, he could still vividly remembers the details of what happened during his army days. he could even single out a particular person. i would too. those times are times where i would carry it to my grave. and i believed, everyone else, no matter how hard that time was, would also look back at it and said: i've been there and done that.

but there are other times that i remember as well. those nitty gritty details of school days where i pontant classes. it's a marvel what life is. fill with beautiful memories as one live by. of course there will be sad moments when you look back, your heart will ache. i hope that i can learn to really cherish the times ahead that i have. and seriously think of what i want in the future and not to continue wasting life as it is. but of course, action speaks louder than words.