the one with the interviews

had a round of interviews for my main comm of programmers. a fulfilling one i would say. it enable us to make a better and informed decision. i realised wat chrispy said to me was true. he said he learnt alot through what he was doing, even at the very first meeting. i did too. and at my first task on hand. but i tot i could be better in some way or another. perhaps the way i ask those questions. and i need to be more spontaneous. i foresee more challenging tasks ahead and i vow to put my heart and soul to it.

history repeats it self and this time, it doubled its severity. my work. worse than last sem, harder than last sem, slacker than last sem. somebody please slap me back to reality. or give me some motivation to carry on.

the one with the passion

went to watch forbidden city, portrait of an empress. didn't know the sad story the dragon lady. but there are so many versions of her story. at the end of the show, thunderous applause was given to the actors and actresses. it was then i felt a certain feeling. a sense of satisfaction for them. i know that deep inside them, they know that their efforts are finally paid off with the response they get from the audience. though singapore is trying to open the art scene to the public, it's still not that common. but it is the passion in them that keeps these actors and actresses going strong. from my point of view, i think it's the applause at the end of every show that they get. the regconition of their efforts.

and i believe that it is the passion in me to carry on doing foc. and i hope to do a good job. :)