the one with the year ahead
i foresee a tough and rough road ahead for me and i believe that what i experienced last year can't be compared to this path that i have chosen. more interpersonal communication required, more determination and perserverance needed, more committment needed, and more intellectual brains needed. so many things and all seemed so little time even before things started or already on its course.
i think too much. seeing things the way even before it even happened or even actually doing. i proscrastinate. once again. postponing those once promised minor events and eventually didn't even do it. why? i really dunno. can't kick this bad habit of mine.
it's not easy to make decisions. especially when it involves people around u. close to u. have to give a proper explanations for the decisions i made. it's not that easy. it's my gut instinct on certain issues. i believe i am right. don't really like to be proven wrong at times but just gotta accept some facts.
it's not easy to communicate. even after taking up effective interpersonal communication module, it's easier said than done. it's hard to put words into actions. it's only after when things happened then you would realise the essence of the modules. and i get back to my point of being able to read people's mind. i seriously want to. hard to grasp what others trying to express at times. learn all those things about verbal and non-verbal actions. it only gives u a rough idea, not the full picture. and who knows whether the rough idea is right.
sometimes, you encounter situations where you want to do sth about it but you can't cos of certain issues. 进退两难 in chi i think. but it really gets on my nerves and pissed me off when i see such situations and there's nothing i can do about it.
it's already week 4. not a lot of work done. really dunno how am i going to survive this year ahead with all the committment and challenges that lies ahead of me. i know it's not easy. i need support.
i think too much. seeing things the way even before it even happened or even actually doing. i proscrastinate. once again. postponing those once promised minor events and eventually didn't even do it. why? i really dunno. can't kick this bad habit of mine.
it's not easy to make decisions. especially when it involves people around u. close to u. have to give a proper explanations for the decisions i made. it's not that easy. it's my gut instinct on certain issues. i believe i am right. don't really like to be proven wrong at times but just gotta accept some facts.
it's not easy to communicate. even after taking up effective interpersonal communication module, it's easier said than done. it's hard to put words into actions. it's only after when things happened then you would realise the essence of the modules. and i get back to my point of being able to read people's mind. i seriously want to. hard to grasp what others trying to express at times. learn all those things about verbal and non-verbal actions. it only gives u a rough idea, not the full picture. and who knows whether the rough idea is right.
sometimes, you encounter situations where you want to do sth about it but you can't cos of certain issues. 进退两难 in chi i think. but it really gets on my nerves and pissed me off when i see such situations and there's nothing i can do about it.
it's already week 4. not a lot of work done. really dunno how am i going to survive this year ahead with all the committment and challenges that lies ahead of me. i know it's not easy. i need support.
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