the one with the rampage

university students=pillars of the society? never i think. including me. i got alot of things to complain about the way people do their stuff. it's so disorganised, especially hall related stuff. things can be postponed without prior warning, things can be changed at the very last minute. people throw things to you, expecting you to go find out what is needed to be done. ridiculous. if you wan people to do stuff for you, please, at least you yourself know what is going on first, really make an ASS out of U and ME if u ASSUME that he or she knows. throwing responsibilites just like that. the whole jcrc is pissing me off with everything that they do. should have listen to my brother's advice, warning me about how hall activities can creep me out and dissuade him from staying last time. it's true. for example, the allocation of seminar rooms or any other rooms in particular. who is in charge of who gets the room or whatever? or people once again assume that nobody is using it for meetings and think they will get it. why can't the president do something about it? or someone? i guess in this society, it's hard for anybody to speak up for fear of rejection or embarrassment. even me. i believe this problem can be solved easily by just having someone to be in charge of all the rooms and he or she would know who had booked the room. or even better, have a online system to book the rooms, in this case there will be less conflicts.

another thing. people join jcrc sub comms to get points. what if they don't contribute or try to avoid anything that is related to it? do they still deserve the points? i don't think so. there should be some criteria before giving them the points. some people just don't deserve it.

watched i not stupid 2 and it really impressed me. this society is getting harder and saddening to live in. interpersonal communication is what people are lacking. parents and teachers scolding children and students even before finding out what is going on. never even bother to understand their plight. at least listen. is it so hard to just listen to what he or she have to say? there's nothing anyone can do about it that it's becoming saddening how this society is. generation gap? i always thought that my parents can't understand what i am thinking. but can i understand what my kids think in the future? i think only a handful can really do that. can we blame the anyone for what they have become? or should he or she reflect themselves first?

i don't think i will join anything related to jcrc next year. this year there isn't a choice. i needed the points. next year. fuck it. and i think i rather be the president in something than to be under the charge of someone. i just want to be in control.