the one with the hall activities

think i have said it too many times that i myself have lost the energy to say it again. really dissappointed with hall activities. just pray that next sem i don't get myself involved with it again. be it that i would be regarded as a hermit or wat. i really don't want to degrade myself and be accustomed to their lifestyle. i would rather they change themselves to suit me, which i think is better. sorry to say that, even though i have said before that everyone is different, shouldn't force them to be like you or wat. my bro told me he once experienced hall, and told me i would slowly integrate myself to it. but he didnt like it so he quitted. i don't want to just quit hall. waste all my efforts and i like the comfort of being so near to school. a terrifiying thought that i would "integrate" myself. scary.