the one where i am 不爽

totally not happy when i see certain things and i don't have the ability or means to change the way things are. it's about hall activities again. true, we all have our own life outside school and want to maintain our social life. but if u have already join something, please be committed. i am really going to complain if some people i see are still in hall next year despite of the little things that they did to earn cca points. yes. some people just put down their names to join certain subcomms just to earn points, with the belief that they would get them even if they don't do anything. they would push off meetings or commitments by just saying they have things outside. if you are that busy, buzz off. quit hall. don't even join hall activities. i don't know whether the president or the head of certain events are doing something about it. i really wish. maybe there can be a system where if a person don't turn up for more than a reasonable percentage of participation, he or she would be out! that's it. sometimes i wish i was the president. but who knows what would happen when i am one? i admit i going to reduce my hall activities once the points system is out. so what? at least i put in my time and effort to earn that stay in second year. 我问心有愧.

do unto others as you would have others do unto you. always find this phrase very true wherever i go. 你要人家着样对你，你就着样对人家。i think that's roughly the meaning in chinese bah.

i am not that kind of person that 记仇。 once things are over, i won't go and ponder over it. but if things are unresolved, how to let it go and treat that there is nothing at all? i like to 打破沙锅问到底. don't like to drag stuff i guess..

recently, i got more impatient.guess i need to control my temper le. end of recess week. sad to say, i have blew it without much work done. vowed to treat the next 7 weeks as important as anything else. study mode le.