the one with the 感触

bro left for shanghai(gip) on saturday night. relatives came to see him off too. i have always admired my bro for his carefree spirit. he was the one i looked up too at home, even in terms of fashion sense. though we seldom talk, he would speak up for me and wun question my decisions for stuff. although we weren't that close in the sense that we tell each other stuff, i gonna miss him. he will only be back in end july. it's always the case that when someone is not around then you will treasure him or her more. what have we got to do to really learn about this fact so that we can treasure everyone no matter they are around or not around.

people would never forget about their first times. i mean in terms of anything. and it's pretty hard to bring that special feelings. i miss those days in army(once again, please dun treat me as an army freak, it's just the enjoyable times that i had). friends that were so close to u can seem total strangers when u see them around. trust me, it's true. you can never bring back that period once it's over. so i guess it's to enjoy the times when you or me can. my promise to catch up with all my friends have turned futile. keep proscratinating. super bad habit of mine. when can i ever change?