the one where i can't suggest a title

i realised that i would be very emotional when certain news first came to me. and i would not be myself for sometime and keep thinking about it. sorry about that. i know i said it way too many times but i wish i could stop thinking or think less sometimes. it hurts a lot and drains my energy too. have always been unsure of myself and i still am. that's why i am so pessimistic.

haven't really been blogging. getting lousy and lost of topics to talk about. hope something goes buy for me to write about soon. spice things up a little too. :)