the one where one can't turn back time

once you do something wrong, it will always be hard to let others believe that you would not do it again. so a piece of advice, don't even do something wrong. if i could, i want to turn back time and did the right thing(or perhaps, shouldn't even have done that). you can say that one should learn from their mistakes, but some mistakes are hard to climb back from where you have fallen.

the one where i am totally pissed off!

firstly, i would like to apologise for the following entry. forgive me if i used offensive words and language but things have really gotten on my nerves due to the recent spade of events.

first thing first. i am once again pissed off with how people can be late for basically everything. meetings, games, meal times. worse, even when one is late, he or she would still just take their own sweet time, having the mindset that the rest would be late. so what is the point of reaching there early? it's not like this back in army. if you are late, you get confined, extras. here in NTU, u are late? people don't give a freaking care of that cos they are late too. and there are no consequences too. so what's the hurry right? damn you all people out there. i hope there is some catastrophic disaster for all mankind that could change the way you guys treat time. then we will all change for the better.

next, different people got their own ways of doing things. so please don't expect others to follow your ways. advice can be listen, not necessarily taken. and please don't be over confident of yourself. there's always someone who is better than you. and don't boast of things that you are not capable to do.

the one with the responsibility

what does it takes to stay in hall? to accumulate enough points so as to ensure a place in next year. and to do so, you will find yourself taking part in many hall activities, adhoc events and different sub committees. since a choice has been made to participate in all this, please do not regret or try to shun from the responsibility. as what jeffrey had told me before in army, you can ask others to help you in your work, but you can never push away the responsibility. i know it's time draining to take part in activities, but if you can handle both studies and work well, isn't that a great achievement? i do admit that i complain alot too. but who doesn't whine? so please, don't be irresponsible and say that you got your studies to handle besides all this. if that is the case, quit hall. we got our own school work to worry about too.

the one where i can't suggest a title

i realised that i would be very emotional when certain news first came to me. and i would not be myself for sometime and keep thinking about it. sorry about that. i know i said it way too many times but i wish i could stop thinking or think less sometimes. it hurts a lot and drains my energy too. have always been unsure of myself and i still am. that's why i am so pessimistic.

haven't really been blogging. getting lousy and lost of topics to talk about. hope something goes buy for me to write about soon. spice things up a little too. :)