the one again

once again, i am here to complain. beginning to look more like a place for me to vent my emotions on. can't really take all the stress and uncertainties le. but i just don't want to affect anyone. maybe i should just burst everything out but does it really helps? i never know if don't even try. but it can be hurting. i am really pretty much upset by it. and it hurts in my heart very much. i shouldn't know things that i shouldn't know at all. as they said, ignorance is a bliss. i really believe that. so i hope i can continue acting stupid and don't know stuff. it hurts even more when i noe. really don't know what i am doing also. i shouldn't have done things that i had. it's rude. but i am just curious. maybe i should stop being so nice and be bad to everyone. then i can really free my emotions and thoughts. i just happen to be there at the right time and right time. but the time is over soon i guess. time to move back and stop deceiving myself. to my frens: don't ask me what is happening. i would be thankful.