the one with the unspoken inner voice

too many things going through once again but always it seems very hard to get it out of my inner voice. pretty much want to do alot of things but i am just afraid of other people's opinion. I know i shouldn't let others affect my decision. it's not easy to just do the things i want to do and not taking into regard what the rest are thinking. sometimes i wish i could be more daring and just blast everything out. but i noe the effects are going to be detrimental. maybe it will always be like that unless someone is so patient with me to be really willing to hear my inner voice(if i allow).

quiz and marketing project finally over. a sense of relief. but people told me my expectation is pretty low and i have like no aspirations. i just don't expect much since i have no confidence in something. i have a "since it's over, no point brooding over it" attitude towards such stuff.

i just want to be happy and let others be happy. is it so hard?