uncertainties

i really don't know what i am thinking nowadays. all mixed thoughts, jumbled up in one mess. but i know it hurts sometimes. seems to me the future is filled with uncertainties, with question marks in my head all the time. i need to answer those questions.

maybe i lack courage as well. courage to speak up, courage to express myself, courage to do the most minute stuff as well. the feeling is not good. but i don't know how to resolve it.

realised my blog sucks nowadays.