the one with the outburst.

it's really very complicated. this thing called love. i have seen way too many breakups ever since i stepped into ntu. is it the temptation or that couples are just not stable enough to maintain their relationships? i can see it's a torture for most people. it's really a complicated thing.

i don't like people being way too direct. i experienced that yesterday. went down from MS to clarke quay to pick people up. in the end, they called to say that they taking cab down and i had to walk back. i am not angry. but problem is the way someone talked to me. not that nice after all and it's just miscommunication that caused the problem. so much for being a nice guy.

i can listen to other people's woes but it's sometimes really hard to give advice because i believed that they can make or break you. i believed that you had already make that decision to do things but you just need to reassure yourself by asking for your friends' opinions. yesterday was a day where i really talk heart to heart with my friend. trying to be there for them when they need someone to talk to. but sometimes, i need that someone too. then again, i am hard to open up.

i am unsure of my own emotions of the times. really hope i can control them well and be sure of what i really want. most poeple are just not willing to express what they are feeling and thinking, making each other speculating. interpersonal communication is a skill that is hard to master.