the one with the late nights

consecutive late nights since sunday is beginnning to drain my energy away slowly. but even thought i tried to sleep on my bed and sleep every night, i would just lie and think. it's getting painful to think nowadays. thought things would turn out better but now, something is lacking. not the usual days le. i just don't know how to say things anymore. i just don't know how to express myself anymore. i wish i could be more daring. but i am just not.