purely complaining

i want to kill my friend le. his bdae is on this coming friday. and guess what? he invited the whole world practically, with a guest list of over a 100 and more. even acquaintances and those hi-bye friends. maybe all he wanted was to build up good relationships with his friends for his future "business" ventures. but i don't believe this is the way to do it. he even invited those friends that he had seen only once. even enlisted our help to organise the party on that day, dividing us into logistics, crowd control and operations. does he think that he is organising some huge events like army half marathon? his way of doing stuff sometimes really put us off. i hope i am speaking on behalf of the jiaokias. it's just a simple birthday celebration. and i think it's best to spend with your close friends and had a good time. i should be having mine this coming nov at some chalet. and i just hope to find back those really close friends and keep in contact with them. guest list won't be as crazy as his i hope. it will be hard to entertain everyone.

lost. totally crazy. insane.

goo goo dolls, iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yhea you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am