proscratinate

i really proscratinate too much le. everytime when i decide on something to do, it's always not being done. excuses to escape doing that particular thing would just pop up and i would usually take the easy way out. same thing applies for my studies. progressing into week 5 and i can say i am pretty much dead. this happens in jc b4 and it cause me to screw up my As. what can i do to stop all this? it's easy to say that i should just start studying and be a good boy. so many distractions around. and after reading the text and so many lectures, i still cannot understand most of the topics. am i that stupid? i really don't know how i got into the victorian family. or perhaps i have tarnished their reputation. no use to keep telling myself to start studying. think it's really time i put my words into action. self discipline is the essence.