argh!!!!!

just feel a need to blog. i am going crazy. is the gap between generations getting bigger? how many times do i have to explain to make things clearer? i get angry and pissed easily nowadays. maybe i am just too hot tempered recently. just a few words would just spark me off. i am not usually like that. just that too many things are going on these couple of days. especially last night.

i am going to go crazy soon. everytime such things happen and it appears to be my fault. it's just that the timing doesn't goes well. so what if she miss out the fun? is there anything that i can do to make someone feel better? the messages were ridiculous. i don't even know how to reply them anymore. it's really time to end things le. there's no point carrying on. the feeling might be still there but... i can't take it anymore....