argh...

am i draggin it for too long? it's getting hard to continue le. sometimes i also don't understand the reason why. i hate questions that doesn't have definite answers but time and time again, i have to face them. and most of the times i am more pissed and angry instead of being happy. ken said that i have endured for too long and if he was in my shoes, he would have did wat he had done the other time. give it up. i really don't know how to handle this. it's draining my energy away... argh..